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2010-07-21T17:51:00.002+08:00

Happy 1st yr anniversary babygirl.. I hope you still rems(:

2010-05-25T01:07:00.007+08:00

I miss you darling..

2010-05-21T23:12:00.002+08:00

Happy 10th Month Anniversary baby !
If I know what love is, it is because of you.
♥

2010-05-11T22:20:00.002+08:00

Im here to update for my smelly bibi again ! :x
Babygirl nowadays dunno MIA to where le T.T ! Faster get back your phone alrights ! (:
Miss'es you !

2010-03-27T18:04:00.003+08:00

Weeeeheeee ! Baby coming back tmr !!! Yipppppie :D Sho Looking Forward XD

2010-03-22T00:25:00.002+08:00

Ahhs D: Bad news.. Bibi not coming back on 23rd but on 28th D: ! So should be.. 6 more days ! Excluding today D:

2010-03-17T21:27:00.001+08:00

Hohohs ! Sorry for not updating last 2 days >.< Kinda busy ! 6 more days to go ! <3

2010-03-14T22:20:00.001+08:00

Just came back home (: Din't update yesterday cause i was suppeerr tired/dizzy ! Today's the 9th day.. 9 more days to go ! :D

2010-03-12T22:33:00.002+08:00

Yohs ! 7th day lerhs ! Still updating =P and countdown-ing.. (:

2010-03-11T22:13:00.003+08:00

Quite late lerhs >.< Today's the 6th day lerhs ! 12 more days to go~ XD
Anyway, bibi said it was very cold there, but today's temperature will be higher =P

Don't catch a cold o babygirl =P Miss'ya !

2010-03-09T21:39:00.002+08:00

Wee~ babygirl just text-ed me ! Its snowing over there (Shanghai) =P
Cold cold nehs XD

Day 4 lerhs =P 14 more days to go XD

2010-03-08T22:24:00.005+08:00

Day 3 XD Bibi said it's very coldddd over there =P

Miss you babygirl D:

2010-03-07T23:26:00.002+08:00

Day 2 !

Hope you're fine over there baby ! >.<

16 more days? =P Countdown !

2010-03-06T14:27:00.003+08:00

Hoho~ Im here to update for my smelly babygirl ! She's off to shanghai today D: Flight at 10am SIGHS ! bon voyage ! <33
JH here.

2009-11-21T05:21:00.001+08:00

Happy 4th month baby! :)

2009-10-09T23:12:00.002+08:00

Sometimes in life we feel that the fight is over.
And it seems as though the writings on the wall,
we will go through this together finally made it,
the picture becomes tainted.
That's what they call, the rise and the fall..

i dont wanna be keeping up to my promises of the photos anymore. i am so tired.

2009-09-19T19:58:00.002+08:00

Why am i so horrible? I never ever did put myself into the thoughts of others. I only think about me, myself, and i. I can get angry but others cant. I can get angry but others cant. I can get upset but others cant. Why am i so selfish. I dislike knowing this selfish part of myself. Others see me as a kind, caring soul. But they never did realise that actually im just as selfish as anyone else. There are times that i just really want more attention, to feel cared for, but im using the wrong ways for all this attention that im seeking. I find faults in others, that i have never realised till now that the faults that i find in others are actually appearing in myself. Giving is indeed more tiring then receiving. I broke down and let the devil reside in me.. Karen mok's songs are so making me moody.

2009-09-04T23:56:00.005+08:00

it's been quite sometime since i blogged. finally blogger is fine and i can upload pictures. but too many to upload. so maybe not today.
sometimes i wonder how much does it really take to be very attached to someone so as to last really long. a little quarrel is enough to kill everything. maybe the foundation is really weak. impatience to be blamed for the weak foundation. hopefully the fine day will appear after a stormy night:)
yesterday i went to watch "where got ghost?" with nana at plaza sing. it's funny yet it brings along some fear. after which we went to have yoshinoya. after awhile she said she wanted to collect her earrings, so we headed down to bugis, we collected her earrings and headed off to buy our precious eyelashes. and off we head for home.
did nothing much today. played dragonica. had a little small quarrel with baby. and dragonica all the way till now. im such a gamer. i should stop playing games and comcentrate on my studys, head out more often. no wonder nana calls me a "zai nu".
been trying the javascript password input for the blog and it doesnt work well, so forget it. darn this thing.
august've been a terrible month, i guess sept is going to be too. im so drained, going off to bath now. bye.

2009-08-30T19:56:00.000+08:00

I thought blogger would've recovered. but it didnt. i wonder how am i going to post pictures. im feeling so insignificant everywhere :(. blog again soon~

2009-08-22T23:01:00.000+08:00

Happy belated 1st mth my dear. :)

darn, i srsly hate blogger, or is it my internet? cos blogger is all white and im only reading it in point form -.-"... i cant upload any photos, grrr... >:(

2009-08-18T12:21:00.000+08:00

Ah.. i wanted to load in a few photos for update.. but there's something wrong with my internets now.. it all comes up and a white page with no colour -.-"... so i cant see the upload photo picture.. will upload it when i get my com done :)

2009-08-02T01:00:00.002+08:00

So tired~~
swollen eye cant really see properly, can only use 1 eye to see for now~.~
just a little update. gahh, im feeling so sleepy! going to msia on friday! dont miss me! will be back on probably fri nite or maybe sat? :))

2009-07-21T19:17:00.000+08:00

7.11pm 21/7/09

2009-07-20T22:38:00.000+08:00

Who loves to be compared?

I love... NOT.

bye :)

2009-07-15T23:29:00.003+08:00

Angry day today! All thanks to a ~~fcker~~. Shall not talk about it again. Exploded my top for the afternoon and went to have "ma-la huo guo" at bugis after stocking up on my fake eyelashes with nana :] okie going off to bath now! will upload photos tomorrow! bye!

x3papa!

2009-07-13T23:39:00.002+08:00

For the sake of updating, i updated. :)
off to rest now! goodnight world.
*switches off the lights*

2009-07-13T00:40:00.003+08:00

Am i having too many commitments?

1) Volleyball
2) Yoga
3) Maple
4) Make-up classes, maths
5) Make-up classes, mt
6) Aunt's place during weekends
7) Pa.Pa
8) Family

Am i? Why am i feeling so tired of waking up sometimes? I wish i could just lie on my bed and sleep a little more sometimes, even as i skip school several days. Or is it, i am just pure lazy? I need to have a timetable.. help ): I still feel like watching movies.. What is wrong with me. I failed my maths and im still wanting to watch movies and head on to kbox, outing with friends?! Wake up shermaine! GAHH. i hate maths ): i spend like 2354572348213234345 hours studying maths and i still cant manage to get a pathetic pass. -crys- bye, time to rest and find pa.pa...

2009-07-12T01:01:00.001+08:00

Should i private up my blog? ): i wonderr..

2009-07-07T02:12:00.002+08:00

P.S i dont edit my photos. i just use flash. and dont ask me why i kinda look different or weird. it's just flash that makes my face look super bright and editish like, but seriously, no edits.. will upload more photos soon. and, yoga really helps loads! eyes are drying up, wore contacts for too long. gonna go rest now. goodnight. done with the update today :))

p.s guest, i fulfilled my promise :x

2009-07-04T11:02:00.003+08:00

Time for a update! sorry havent been updating cos i have been kinda busy~ :)

Went to watch transformers: revenge of the fallen at marina, with sasa, sasa bf and hui! :) It was goodddd! megan fox is really hot~ i wish i had a body like hers, lol. As sasa had her bf, Hui and i became les for a day xD and she said she wanted to name her first car bumble bee! cos she wanted to call her car beee, which she claimed sounded like baby(beeee) LOL.. After movie, we went to some arcade like place, and we were trying to catch some toys.. sads, i spent so much money but only got 1 hp sized hello kitty.. nevermind, me and sasa decided to put 1 dollar in piggy bank everyday, and go back there at the end of the month to get stitch! you know what! i saw a couple who won jackpot twice! and so many little hp sized toys, upset! ): Wait for me stitch, i will come back for you! >:[

2009-06-12T23:45:00.004+08:00

With the hearts all over the world tonight.

Celebration at sentosa for "sis". brother indulging in his childhood again lol. And dont ask me how i got injured. Went yoga yesterday. Couldnt bring phone into class, so no photos. well anyways, it really did help in relaxing. Will show you my haggard face soon. trimmed my hair. it looks like a shoulder length bob now. really felt sad when i trimmed it. but sigh i guess i just need some changes. been really moody and upset.

2009-06-06T00:14:00.003+08:00

My heart feels bare. I miss someone. But is he really the one whom im missing? My heart feels "sour" when i see him talking to someone else.. I need some shutoff. Goodnight world. Pardon me for the sudden christian worship songs. It really helps in cooling down :) [Edited]

2009-06-04T00:30:00.002+08:00

Joined true yoga for yoga lessons, needed something to help with making me feel relaxed. :) I think i'm starting to develop a bad attitude. I tend to shut off whatever i dont feel like seeing or knowing. Guess i'm thinking too much again. Well anyways, will most probably be going yoga twice every week, happy to see me away? good for you. lol. people who show off, people who are proud, people who talk big -> i have nothing to say to you.

2009-05-31T01:44:00.000+08:00

I want i want ):
What do i really want?

2009-05-26T17:02:00.007+08:00

[Edited] Fine, i found it. Enjoy.

[Korean Ver] Nobody - Wonder Girls.

You Know I still Love You Baby
And it will never change

Chorus
I want nobody nobody But You
I want nobody nobody But You
난 다른 사람은 싫어
니가 아니면 싫어
I want nobody nobody
nobody nobody

난 싫은데 왜 날 밀어내려고 하니
자꾸 내 말은 듣지 않고
왜 이렇게 다른 남자에게
날 보내려 하니
어떻게 이러니

날 위해 그렇단 그 말
넌 부족하다는 그 말
이젠 그만해 넌 나를 알잖아
왜 원하지도 않는 걸 강요해

Chorus x2

난 좋은데 난 행복한데
너만 있으면 돼 더 바랄게 없는데
누굴 만나서 행복하란 거야
난 널 떠나서 행복할 수 없어

날 위해 그렇단 그 말
넌 부족하다는 그 말
말이 안 되는 말이란 걸 왜 몰라
니가 없이 어떻게 행복해

Chorus x2

I dont want nobody body
I dont want nobody body
나는 정말 니가 아니면
니가 아니면 싫단 말야 아

Chorus x2

Back to the days
when we were so young
and wild and free
모든게 너무나 꿈만 같았던
그 때로 돌아가고 싶은데
왜 자꾸 나를 밀어내려 해
why do you push me away
I dont want nobody nobody
Nobody nobody but you

[English Ver] Nobody - Wonder Girls.

You know i still LOVE you baby,
And it will never change

I want nobody, nobody but you
I want nobody, nobody but you
I want no one else but you
Can't have anyone but you
I want nobody nobody nobody nobody

Why are you trying to push me away?
you know that I hate it,
you ignore what im saying
Why are you trying to send me to other?
You push me away like a little
each day why?

Saying that this is for my own good
Saying that you are just not worth it
Please, stop it right now coz'
you know me enough that i will come back to you no matter what!

I want nobody, nobody but you
I want nobody, nobody but you
I want no one else but you
Can't have anyone but you
I want nobody nobody nobody nobody

I want nobody, nobody but you
I want nobody, nobody but you
I want no one else but you
Can't have anyone but you
I want nobody nobody nobody nobody

All the pushing won't change my feelings
I am happy to have you,
more than willing to please you
i'm begging you please
don't walk away from me
Coz' i can't be happy away
from your side

Saying that this is for my own good
Saying that you are just not worth it
Please, stop it right now coz'
you know me enough that i will come back to you no matter what!

I want nobody, nobody but you
I want nobody, nobody but you
I want no one else but you
Can't have anyone but you
I want nobody nobody nobody nobody

I want nobody, nobody but you
I want nobody, nobody but you
I want no one else but you
Can't have anyone but you
I want nobody nobody nobody nobody

I don't want nobody, body
I don't want nobody, body
Life is unperfect without seeing you
I cannot have anyone but you... ahhh

I want nobody, nobody but you
I want nobody, nobody but you
I want no one else but you
Can't have anyone but you
I want nobody nobody nobody nobody

I want nobody, nobody but you
I want nobody, nobody but you
I want no one else but you
Can't have anyone but you
I want nobody nobody nobody nobody

Rap:
BacK to the days when we were
so young and wild and free
Everything we had back then
was like a dream
If only i could turn back time
Why do you keep on pushing me away?
why do you push me away?
I don't want nobody, nobody,
nobody. nobody but you

2009-05-25T22:50:00.001+08:00

Lonely day. ):

2009-05-24T22:34:00.003+08:00

Why am i so bothered? Why should i care about comments? I'm just who i am, isn't it? What's wrong with loving me for who i am? What's my bad points? Friends are just so unthinkable. The brain is such a powerful weapon. It gets manipulated when it hears something from a 3rd party. To hell with backstabbers. I HATE YOU. ): *hugs pillow*

2009-05-23T21:38:00.001+08:00

*waves* bye! :)

2009-05-23T03:33:00.006+08:00

I dont know if any of these will make any of you unhappy. But if you decided you dont wanna talk to me anymore over whatever reason which i dont understand why. I promise i wont disturb you anymore. You go ahead with your life. I wont stop anyone who wants to leave anymore. Shermaine is tired. I dont break promises without reasons. I know this sounds selfish. But i'm really very tired, I dont want to spend all my energy on someone who's keen on leaving anymore. I'll just be a hi bye friend, i guess. Sorry, I didnt know being a friend of mine causes so much pain. I had a dream and it was about you. I smiled and recalled the memories we had. Then I noticed a tear fell from my eyes. You know why? Because in my dream you kissed me and said goodbye. The loneliness, it's overwhelming. Do friends say bye the same? Why do they all hurt?

2009-05-23T00:20:00.002+08:00

I'm not happy. It just kills me not knowing why they are ignoring me.. Should i go MIA-ing? Just what did i do.. Friendship must never be buried under the weight of misunderstanding. What is friendship? :( Nightmare last night.. I had a dream so bad. I remember it so vividly. My friends they left me. I cried in my dream. Woke up thought about it.. And i couldnt fall asleep till i cried.. My love failed. Now my friendship. What the hell is wrong. Must everyone leave me before this nightmare ends?

2009-05-21T12:53:00.001+08:00

Jonas Brothers - When You Look Me In The Eyes

If the heart is always searching,
Can you ever find a home?
I've been looking for that someone,
I'll never make it on my own
Dreams can't take the place of loving you,
There's gotta be a million reasons why it's true.

When you look me in the eyes,
And tell me that you love me.
Everything's alright,
When you're right here by my side.
When you look me in the eyes,
I catch a glimpse of heaven.
I find my paradise,
When you look me in the eyes.

How long will I be waiting,
To be with you again
Gonna tell you that I love you,
In the best way that I can.
I can't take a day without you here,
You're the light that makes my darkness disappear.

When you look me in the eyes,
And tell me that you love me.
Everything's alright,
When you're right here by my side.
When you look me in the eyes,
I catch a glimpse of heaven.
I find my paradise,
When you look me in the eyes.

More and more, I start to realize,
I can reach my tomorrow,
I can hold my head up high,
And it's all because you're by my side.

When you look me in the eyes,
And tell me that you love me.
Everything's alright,
When you're right here by my side.
When I hold you in my arms,
I know that it's forever.
I just gotta let you know,
I never wanna let you go.

When you look me in the eyes.

And tell me that you love me.
Everything's alright,
When you're right here by my side.
When you look me in the eyes,
I catch a glimpse of heaven.
I find my paradise,
When you look me in the eyes.
Ohhhh...

2009-05-17T00:58:00.005+08:00

Why do i feel a sense of regrets? I miss that someone. In the process of healing, so many things happened. I dont wanna be the middle person. I dont. But i had to force myself to be there, to listen, to answer. If you are hurt, what am i? Im not made of steel. My heart is of similar to yours. Every night I had to think, think of what will be asked tomorrow. Im not the one escaping. If i were, at least not from you. I dont go through underhand means, I am not the kind of girl you think I am, really. How can i make this through to you? I am so drained, running out of answers to all your questions. If only i could just block those thoughts away. I hope i could.

It's always the same in every relationship, there is always one person crying and wishing to get back together, while the other doesn't even remember the things they've been through. I hate that I have to be the one who remembers every little detail while you can't seem to remember me at all. Someday never really comes, does it? Sometimes you think you've gotten over a person, but when you see him smile you suddenly realise you're just pretending you're over him to ease the pain of knowing that he will never be yours again. I realised, it's so lonely being free.

Missing you isn't the hard part, knowing I once had you is what that breaks my heart. I wonder, when you look into my eyes and watch my heart shatter, does it break your heart too, for this place in me where your finger tips still rests.. your kisses still linger and your whispers softly echo.. It's the place where a part of you will forever be a part of me. It takes a couple seconds to say hello, but forever to say goodbye.

2009-05-16T01:30:00.009+08:00

Sebastian, my ~~once~~ love.

Although after you left, I felt a sharp knife piercing right through my heart. I wondered, why.. Why must this happen to this love, the love that i thought would have been a story like fairytale. Why must it be us. I cried and cried for nights, crying myself to sleep. And reassuring myself that one day you will be back looking for me. That day, when you came back to me, i was overjoyed. I thought finally, he is back for me.. But why.. You left me again.. I cried and asked you why.. Why must you leave me again? Is basketball your life? Is basketball more important than me? You used to tell me nothing in this world is more important than me.. I trusted you. I did. And i drowned terribly. I cant swim out of this. I really need to get out of this.. I hope you will keep all this memories with you. This siggy. I hope you still remember this. Thank you for everything.

2009-05-15T16:39:00.001+08:00

headache. :(
Been sleeping for almost the whole of yesterday and today.
When will i get well? I wonder.

2009-05-13T21:22:00.000+08:00

I wonder if.. love begins from crush? -Craig David to you.

2009-05-13T18:16:00.005+08:00

Down with flu bug. Home and crazily thinking. So, I will be selfish and say all this. I dont care if this brings up memories. I dont wanna get played anymore.. What's wrong with just wanting to experience some love?

What are YOU guys thinking?

It's so difficult to trust words. How do i go about confirming everything?It is too much to handle. Love makes everyone tired, doesn't it? If it doesn't tire you, it tires me. I'm drained enough. Give me a break. I dont wanna always get caught in the middle. I'm sorry, I had to rant this in my own blog. Please, take it as a plea. Whatever it is, I really dont wanna get involved in any love triangles anymore. Love doesnt work that way, at least that's what I feel, If you are still holding on to the past, dont go forward and get involved in another. You will just hurt another innocent party with those lies. Sort out your feelings and head to where your heart feels happy. I wont allow myself to be manipulated in the fingers of someone who is a player. At least give yourself some willpower to realise what you are actually wanting to achieve through everything.

2009-05-12T23:46:00.002+08:00

Shermaine's so careless today!

I came home and guess what, i thought i had soil stuck to my leg. I went to the toilet and washed off the "soil", EHH why is there still "soil"? i scratched my leg a little.. hmm.. it came off a little, and suddenly i felt pain. x( the "soil" was actually my blood that dried up! and it started bleeding again.. i washed my wound and walked in to my room to get the plaster. while walking i showed my brother and he went "ew, dont drip on the floor. so disgusting" x(

Maple bruises my hand! I've a blue black on my hand lol. Maple too much and didnt let my hand rest.. pictures up tmr~~, i promise~~.

I've a really terrible feeling that i'm drifting away from my clique of friends.. they seem to dislike me alr. after that bitch incident. or probably it's just me who's moving away from them. I dont deny that i miss those times with them, but yet, it's holding me from going close to them again. I dislike school. But i wanna study. :( shermaine is such a oxymoron.

2009-05-10T18:47:00.001+08:00

1 word

2009-05-09T03:14:00.001+08:00

Shermaine doesnt feel happy. She doesnt feel right.. It's just inappropriate. don't ask me what i''m typing.. i dont know either :(

2009-05-03T16:45:00.004+08:00

I am having mixed feelings. Fair competition. I dont wanna take sides. I'm so tired :( I really dont know what's wrong. What's wrong with liking a online char? I just like to have someone who cares genuinely. Not by looks. Just by character. Why is it that whenever you all wanna know stuffs about ME, you ask someone else? I dont mind confrontations. just confront ME. Want to clear things up? get together and confront ME. All you all want to know about is what i do to each of you isnt it? There's a like factor in each of you. there is just no LOVE there yet. I dont lie about the good things i said, neither do i lie about the bad things. DOUBT ME? ASK ME.

Stitch and cloudy is love. Sob.

2009-04-29T18:41:00.002+08:00

Define smile.

smile(taken from www.dictionary.com) :
-to assume a facial expression indicating pleasure, favor, or amusement, but sometimes derision or scorn, characterized by an upturning of the corners of the mouth.

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Define Bitch.

bitch(taken from www.dictionary.com) :
-a malicious, unpleasant, selfish person, esp. a woman.
-a lewd woman

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Why did she categorize me under "bitch"? I haven't been doing any unpleasant stuffs towards her.. nor am i a vicious girl.. I've always shared everything i had and she wanted with her. Just cos of 1 short, shorts. She didnt talk to me ever since yesterday. It's just for a training. Not like i wanted to deliberately wear short shorts.. :( What are friends for? I'm so upset. I hate 2009.. Quarrels once in awhile.. What happened.. Why are they ignoring my presence.. :'(

2009-04-26T00:07:00.004+08:00

I'm such a turn-off.
Just ignore me please. Sorry for being so late in letting you guys know.
I'm terrible. I'm whatever-word-you-use-to-curse. Sorry.
I don't know what to say. Having feelings that doesn't fade so easily, isn't easy as well.
I'm sorry I'm not coping really well with getting over him.
Sincerity does move me, it's not because i'm heartless, but i really need time to get over it.
My thousand apologies, I won't blame you if you decide to go for someone else..
Just if you decide to, all the best =)

Just a little song for a break.

Cascada - Everytime we touch

I still hear your voice, when you sleep next to me.
I still feel your touch in my dreams.
Forgive me my weakness, but I don't know why.
Without you it's hard to survive.

Cause everytime we touch, I get this feeling.
And everytime we kiss I swear I could fly.
Can't you feel my heart beat fast, I want this to last.
I need you by my side.
Cause everytime we touch, I feel the static.
And everytime we kiss, I reach for the sky.
Can't you hear my heart beat slow.
I can't let you go.
I want you in my life.

Your arms are my castle, your heart is my sky.
They wipe away tears that I cry.
The good and the bad times, we've been through them all.
You make me rise when I fall.

Cause everytime we touch, I get this feeling.
And everytime we kiss I swear I could fly.
Can't you feel my heart beat fast, I want this to last.
I need you by my side.
Cause everytime we touch, I feel the static.
And everytime we kiss, I reach for the sky.
Can't you hear my heart beat slow.
I can't let you go.
I want you in my life.

Cause everytime we touch, I get this feeling.
And everytime we kiss, I swear I could fly.
Can't you feel my heart beat fast.
I want this to last.
I need u by my side.

[Edited]

2009-04-22T09:07:00.003+08:00

I'm super late for school :(.
And my brother has to fight for the toilet with me!
He won, so i'm waiting for him to be out.
I'm late.
I'm really late.
I'm really very late.
I'm really very very late.
=( It's 9.10am now.

2009-04-21T19:47:00.005+08:00

Hello Earthlings,

Be envious now! LOL

My whole collection of stitches! :D The centre btm.. is baby stitch's gf. =P pink coloured!

My cute new stitch from sm1 :]

Sorry i looked really ugly.. so.. ><.. This stitch is really cute. but has chest hair :(

Last but nt least, stitch pillow! :D

Anyways, the stitch at the gacha machine.. IS GONE :( Who bought it :( *crys and stomp feet*

2009-04-20T15:48:00.002+08:00

Hello Earthlings.

Pluto-nian shermaine is here to blog. I skipped vball training today, YET AGAIN. yesyes w/e. I am so tired and am having imflammed throat, what's the point of going if i cant scream and yell >< !

AHHH WHATEVER.

I saw this really cute stitch peeking out from the gachapon machine. And i really want it so badly. I tried catching it just now but :( my skills are so bad.. wait for me cute little one i will get you :(

2009-04-19T23:31:00.002+08:00

Guilt. Why am i always causing this to couples? I'm such a jinx. This is the third time. I really don't want to be the one again. I realised that whatever i do has affected a lot of people around me. I sincerely apologise and take responsibility for the wrongs that i have done. If i have done wrong to you, Please accept my sincere apologies.. I'm sorry that i have to be here to add to all the griefs. I really hope that someone will take me away so i will stop causing all this. :(

I'm really sorry.

2009-04-18T22:05:00.002+08:00

Hello Earthlings :)

Hot day today isnt it.. Have been perspiring for quite long. Finally decided to bath in the noon. After bathing been hugging stitch. And she's smelling like my perspiration alr :\ bad idea to be hugging her when im perspiring, cos she's feeling all hot now. haha!! Been really bored today. And i made three people upset today :(. Guilty guilty.. sorry! Please tell me if i do again.. I really dont mean to.. But i get really distracted easily..

dont know what to say ~.~ I've put up a few more songs. So stay on with my music player ^^~

Byee!

2009-04-17T21:25:00.003+08:00

I bought caramel c0rn! :D
But it's the red packet version :(..
Today was.. boring, tiring.. Fell asleep in the bus and almost missed my stop. luckily hui called me :)
Thanks girl. keke. catch up soon! And my friend gave me a stitch yesterday! YAY. One more added to collection! xP

2009-04-15T20:16:00.003+08:00

Hello Earthlings.

I bought my slippers and skirt from m)phosis! YAY! two more strikes on my "must buy" list. BUT, i added in 1 more to my "must buy" list T-T I saw this really niceeeeeeee overall at m)phosis. boohoo. spent like ~~$62~~ ~.~ And i went down to Candy Empire & bought my fav Gummi Bears! :D I still cant find caramel c0rn..

*chews on gummi bear* BEAR OOO SCARY. HAHA JK. Nt that brand ^^

caramel corn . caramel corn . caramel corn . caramel corn .

Importance is never ranked by wants.

2009-04-14T23:52:00.002+08:00

My phone's laggy. The alarm clock lags every morning. And i cant seem to silent it =(

Pixon please :B

Just kidding. But about the lagging part. It's true T-T does it happen to all F480? Or is it because i dropped it far too many times?

That was really random. I've got nothing much to say today.. Am really tired. Having this huge ulcer in my throat and one relatively big(smaller than the one in my throat) ulcer on the right side of my tongue. What is with me and ulcers? :(

CARAMEL CORN! :(

2009-04-13T00:05:00.001+08:00

caRameL c0rN`~.

Cravingsss. School. Work. Friends. Family. l0ve?...

I wanna complete the last..

2009-04-09T19:49:00.002+08:00

I cant find the caramel corn anymore.. :( asked the counter but.. that person said she dont know. and she didnt even bother to find for me.. sigh :(( i will find it! I WILL! :D

2009-04-06T00:29:00.001+08:00

爱很难,很痛,如果我不会爱,那多好.. :(

emo and emo and emo. why do i always have to do that. it's now 1am. i cant fall asleep. dont know who to find. feel so distant suddenly. just feel like having someone to talk to but yet feel like being alone. such dilemma..

2009-04-05T23:51:00.002+08:00

Hello earthlings,

I'm back :]. Feeling better of course! Have been busy with school, work etc. But my heart doesnt fail to find time to start thinking. Well anyways, i found something yummy! Some japanese brand caramel corns. It's really yummy! shall buy it again tomorrow and take note of the brand, then go try kays!! nothing much to blog. just to keep my blog from all the dust.

-frantically waves off all the dust-

Okay my blog is clean from dust and spiderwebs. Byee! :D

2009-03-31T13:53:00.001+08:00

I'm on mc.. Im feeling so drained and tired. I hate gastric. It almost killed me today morning.. Shall go rest a little before lunch! Byee :)

2009-03-30T23:51:00.001+08:00

The loneliness is killing me. I am seriously afraid of being alone. Why...

2009-03-29T23:03:00.002+08:00

My cold is gone! :) No bus trips = no cold! Haha~ I'm feeling happy today!! Well anyways, should go rest soon.. Back aching quite badly.. Byee!

2009-03-29T00:31:00.002+08:00

Shermaine's feeling lonely again. Could someone grant me a small little wish of making me feel entertained and loved? I dont ask for much.. Just a day.. Or.. Could i extend it to a week? Just a week.. :( I dont need sorrys, really, I just want to have you back.. What must i sacrifice to earn all that..?

2009-03-27T21:03:00.002+08:00

Hiiii :)
My name's Beta. Huhuhu.. JK~ ^^

Okay was just bored. Went to buy contacts today. Got the black one. The person selling it was saying that brown would look better for me.. But, yea, I love the black one, so decided against the Misty Grey & Brown. I had another really cold bus trip, I miss my cardigan! I gotta find one soon. If not i'll freeze in that bus.. Gimme your cardigan anyone? ^^

Next next friday's a public holiday. Yet another lonely friday!

Get well soon. Remember to eat. You dont wanna get gastric again. Just in case you might decide to come here someday, you will know this is dedicated to you.

2009-03-26T21:44:00.002+08:00

As promised, i changed my blogskin. *claps* I really love this skin lots. Spent going 2hrs to edit this skin! Learnt so much of html from hui ^^. Thanks hui ~

Anyways, today was just plain tired and lonely. Well guess i'll get used to it.. Gonna go bath now~ byee

I'm so tired. Very tired. I dont know what other words can describe how i feel.

2009-03-25T22:21:00.003+08:00

Today's yet another cold day. Wore my jacket yet it's still so cold. Should go back to aunt's office take my jacket alr. Wondering if it's just me, or is it the couples around me.. They seem so sweet and loving together.. Wonders when the day which, the guy who lost 1 bone from his ribcage, will search for his missing bone.. And hopefully i can find that particular guy who lost me.. Sighs.. What else can i say.. Missing doesnt help much anymore. Forlorn? Forsaken? I dont know.. Tell me.. Flu.. Fluu.. Fluuu.. Cold shivers. Splitting headache. Hurting gastric. Teary eyes. Lonely heart. Which is the worst? Felt so lonely today even as my friend was talking and joking with me.. Could only just flash a fake smile. What is wrong with me..

2009-03-21T23:03:00.002+08:00

Terrible cold, shivers =( Sick yet again. Are my suspicions true? Doubts and dilemma.. hmm..?

2009-03-20T23:37:00.001+08:00

I wanna listen to กลัว =( i cant find it to put it in my blog.. sob.

2009-03-17T23:12:00.004+08:00

I missed someone who doesnt. I dont know what i've done wrong, do you really not want this anymore? 2 chances.. gone down the drain.. why? dont i deserve to even know why? saying you wanna come back, but it all ends up like that.. i really miss the old you. VERY BADLY. you dont know how badly i want you back dont you?

你总说
时间还很多
你可以等我
以前我不懂得
未必明天
就有以后
想念是会呼吸的痛
它活在我身上所有角落
哼你爱的歌会痛
看你的信会痛
连沉默也痛
遗憾是会呼吸的痛
它流在血液中来回滚动
后悔不贴心会痛
恨不懂你会痛
想见不能见最痛
能重来那就好了..

As promised, overdue pics:

Dog?

no, it's a cat

east coast park

x & xbai

xbai LOL.

idk how to turn it over after turning the cam. so.. stitch cam holder ^^

2009-03-15T23:38:00.001+08:00

What is your True Fear? Your Result: Being Alone While you may act like you don't care on the outside, on the inside your biggest fear is being alone. You can be quite shy and reserved. You feel like a lot of times people don't really see the real you. You're afraid that no one will really truly love you, and that you will be alone for the rest of your life. On the inside you are great person, so just remember that and don't let your shy nature get the best of you! If you don't want to be a lone then you need to make an effort to be with someone. Show the people that you care about that you really love them, and chances are someone will always be there, even if you think they won't.
Losing Someone
Disappointment
Death
Where Your life is Going
Looked down on
Commitment
What is your True Fear? Quiz Created on GoToQuiz

2009-03-15T23:03:00.002+08:00

Excruciating aches again. I guess it's really gastric this time. Visit madison's blog if you're free. his blog song is nice & kinda sad. i promise to post up the overdue pictures when my gastric doesnt hurt this much okay? i promise. gonna go rest now. splitting headache as well. seems like im better off dead. :(

2009-03-14T23:20:00.002+08:00

Excruciating tummyache. i think it might be.. gastric coming again. help.. && uploading overdued pictures soon, tmr maybe.

To my one and only baby boy.

2009-03-12T22:23:00.005+08:00

She misses the boy whom she used to call baby boy.
She misses the times when the boy would msg her day and night.
She misses the days she misses the boy.
She misses those times when she talks about the future with the boy.
She misses those times when the boy would say sorry even though he's not wrong.
She misses everything about the boy, but those things about the boy that she misses will never happen anymore.

In short, she misses the boy whom she used to call baby boy very much. She doesnt know why she is feeling like that, even when she's trying ways and means to keep herself from thinking about him. It's been 16 long days. How long will it take to heal?

2009-03-06T19:34:00.002+08:00

Busy busy busy and busy ><~

I AM WORKING PART TIME NOW, YAY! (in friend's company. keke)
my pay is 440, i know it is a bad pay.. but nevertheless, it's okay for me, to spend on myself. =)

&& SHERMAINE IS OFFICIALLY SINGLE. Time never waits huh.

and she is addicted to Delightful Girl Choon Hyang! Free go find out about it okay! Have been telling it so much to Kelvine in the end he went to watch it and got addicted HAHAHA. He's now probably at episode 11 alr, while i am still at episode 10 :(

Anyways, thanks for reading, & i am fine alr if you are intending to ask :) K THX BYE! haha.

2009-02-21T22:42:00.002+08:00

Shall stop harping on the sad things.

BUT, my meetoto has error =( i cant visit other people's house anymore(till monday that is)!! T-T Was thinking of going to sing k with kyan, but i cant visit xiao xiao's house =(( so in the end had to create a new character and went xiaoxiao's house with kyan. HAHAHA. he finally sang, LIKE FINALLY i get to hear him sing. ok lar.. not bad, but can hear him breathing more then singing, lol! anyway, meetoto rocks#@$%^&#@^%&@#%&!!!!!!!! cant wait for exams to be over, after exam's over i can get a ktv set~!(as in, in meetoto) wakakaka.. anyone wants to 点歌？=P

2009-02-19T15:49:00.003+08:00

Here's how someone looks like after mascara/eyeliner runs. im looking more and more messy alr. i thought it was 雨过天晴, but i guess i am wrong. I will refrain myself from thinking about you since that is what i think you want from me. I wont bother you anymore. When you feel like, then talk to me. I most probably wont be holding on to my phone like i did in the past few days anymore. I dont even know what i am feeling now. Neither happy nor sad, probably just heartbroken. Im not blaming you, it was my fault. Will be studying now, skipped school today, exams tomorrow. Feeling stressed, so stressed. Want to know what i've been singing at Meetoto which can help me earn meecoins? It's playing. Probably earned me votes cos it's exactly what im feeling so, i could sing it with feelings. Ciao.

2009-02-16T22:56:00.003+08:00

想要忘一个人，会难吗？

冷锋他说，忘一个人不难。。可是为舍么，我就是不舍得望记他。。

For you know who you are:
都是我的错。。我看是不能reverse了。。
谢谢你一直以来忍耐我的nonsense。

我会坚持下去的。。加油轩叶。。

2009-02-01T15:06:00.002+08:00

i'm so angry now and feel like cursing >:[

1) i'm wondering if i got my bad attitude from my dad cos he asks his mom(my grandma) to shhh.
so i did the same to him.

2) he threatens to slap me when i do that, but grandma pushes his hand away from me.

3) what is his frigging prob?! he did it to my grandma why cant i?

2009-01-29T19:52:00.003+08:00

Happy late 4th monthsary to me and baby! :D

i love you baby boy. and i really really treasure you, like i told you, i really hope our r/s will last! =)

overdues pic :p only have on thou, cos the rest was too ugly T_T was perspiring madly!

p/s was trying to do a puffy face, but i guess it failed :\

2009-01-26T20:55:00.003+08:00

Happy lunar new year! :D

little cousin woke me up today xD he came to my room, holding two tangerines in his hand he said "Shermaine jiejie.. happy new year.. why you so lazy so late le still havent wake up" then he put the tangerines on my pillow where i was lying; and opened his cute paper bag waiting for me to put the tangerines back in. HAHAHA. he's so cute! and after when i woke up about to take my clothes to bath he was hiding behind my cupboard door peeping at me. xD SO CUTE RIGHT! Other then my baby sebas, he's the cutest! :X

well anyway, nothing much today.. wore high heels which my auntie said looks loose on me but actually it's kinda comfortable. i bought it at harbourfront for a cheap 14bucks okay; considering that the height of the heels is like the length of my 2nd finger. SO CHEAP RIGHT! :O and our whole family wore red today! LOL. but i guess baby was really bored at home cos his family will only come back tonight..

2 days more to our 4th monthsary! <3<3sebas!

2009-01-23T18:07:00.003+08:00

yay 3 good news! :D

1. MY BABY BOY IS BACK!!
2. i found my twilight book!
3. No school till wednesday!

hehehe!

2009-01-22T18:20:00.003+08:00

Was missing baby and decided to find the book one of twilight to read again, but i couldnt find it, so i asked mummy before i left for school since i left it on the common table, and mummy is always there.. mummy said "there on the table" i turned but couldnt find my book :( but i was already late for school so i ran out, thinking i could come back and take it.. but now im back, I CANT FIND MY BOOK T-T my precious book is lost SOB. and baby hasn't replied me T-T double sadness! good news = baby's coming back tomorrow, YAY! going off to find my book now, bye :(

2009-01-19T21:42:00.001+08:00

:( i am so missing baby so bitterly.. i wonder what he is doing now..

2009-01-19T16:41:00.003+08:00

baby has been gone for a few hours and im already starting to miss him :( i felt so empty after school.. no msges from baby :( this means that his sim card most probably doesnt work in pahang.. i took baby for granted when he was still in sg.. now that he's in pahang, i miss him :( and the thought of having noone to hug tonight.. & there's still 4 long days to go before baby comes back.. i hope he's taking his meals regularly over there.. T-T

2009-01-18T22:54:00.001+08:00

Baby's going overseas for training in a few hours time.. And the worst part is he'll be gone for so many days.. about 1 week? :( i'll miss him so much.. sob

2009-01-17T23:33:00.002+08:00

Mummy says: "I never wanted you if i dont have to". Just because we quarrelled. She said that.. Should i just leave her since she doesnt want me?

2009-01-16T22:31:00.002+08:00

HEY :) wishing everyone a happy new year!

Anyway, i guess this year isnt very good.. except for the nice fact that baby is still attentive to me :p having a bad bad bad stomachache! and baby has been sick for so many times this month.. it must have been the reason that he's always having training and dont drink lots of water! anyway, going back to read twilight's 2nd book, new moon now.. hunting for eclipse and breaking dawn :( everywhere is out of stock for this two :(. sadness. going to disturb baby now. bye ^^

2008-12-17T11:34:00.007+08:00

10 RANDOM FACTS ABOUT MYSELF :)

Fact #1 : My name's Shermaine :) it's a known fact. lol
Fact #2 : I hate chocolates :\
Fact #3 : I have a fetish over green stuffs.
Fact #4 : I have 3 huge GREEN dolls on my bed which leaves me half the space of the bed.
Fact #5 : I usually dont comb my hair right after i bath >.<
Fact #6 : I love carebears esp the blue rainy stomach!
Fact #7 : I used to wear nerdy round specs >.<
Fact #8 : I am a right hander.
Fact #9 : I usually wake up in the late afternoon.
Fact #10 : I dont sleep with aircons cos i'd have a bad flu the next morning!

So....
The people who i'm going to tag are...
1. Nili
2. Hui
3. Wei Shan
4. Benjamin
5. Mair
6. SR
7. Celest
8. Justin
9. Yi Wen
10. Sotong

2008-12-08T15:39:00.002+08:00

Daddy bought me a new phone! :P It's quite pretty! hehe. F480! :) && i`m applying to be a Samsung ambassador!

Cos almost all my gadgets are from Samsung! im eye-ing a Samsung camera soon kekeke. And baby isnt replying me :( i think he's busy but it's so rare he doesnt reply me, im getting really worried :( i miss him so much... sob.

2008-12-02T19:31:00.003+08:00

Happy late 2nd month to me and baby :D much love!! Hehe, dear dear remember the promise that we wont leave each other? I'm so looking forward to the stay over! Thank you for showing me this love which wont fail (at least it havent in this 2months and 4days of being together). I love you Sebastian! =P

if loving you is wrong, i dont wanna love right =)

2008-11-17T00:53:00.004+08:00

Hehe. It's going to be a very namely post! :X

Girls
Charlyn Chen Xuan Ling
Charlotte Chen Xuan Le
Charmaine Chen Xuan Man

Boys
Sherwin Chen Jun Liang
Sebastier Chen Jun Yi
Sevastian Chen Jun Long

Nice nice nice? hehe, I dont care, i think its nice LOL. Bye! [Names suggested by me and my dear SEBASTIAN]

i love you sebastian laogong :p

2008-11-12T18:07:00.002+08:00

Fake/Lies? It always happens, why do i always have to find it out so coincidently?

2008-11-12T00:30:00.001+08:00

Shermaine is feeling soooooooo sick & moody =(

2008-11-07T22:26:00.000+08:00

Happy late 1st month to me and baby :)

Tagged by Benjamin to do this quiz..

A. people who have been tagged must write their answer in their blog.

B. tag 8 people to do tis quiz and those who are tagged cannot refuse. these people must state who they are tagged by and cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by.

C. continue this game by sending it to other people ;

1. Wei shan

2. Yijing

3. Nili

4. Sotong

5. Mair

6. Hui

7. SR

8. Celest

1. what have you been doing recently?
- Schooling, training..

2.do you ever turn ur cell phone off?
- Nope, unless it died on me

3.what happened at 10am today?
- I was in school

4.When did you last cry?
- Few days ago

5. believe in fate/destiny ?
- Yep

6. what do you want in your life now?
- Sebas

7.Do you tend to make relationship complicated?
- Nope

8. are you wearing anything u borrow from someone?
- Uh nope

9.what was the last movie you caught?
- 4bia

10.Does that person know u like him/her?
- Yep

11.Who always makes me laugh?
- Sebas

12. Do you speak languages other than english?
- Yep

13.favourite website(s) ?
- Youtube, neopets? LoL

14.what are you doing tomorrow?
- Celebration

15.what do you think u are like?
- Hmm complicated

16.who will you choose to die with?
- What a obvious question o.o

17.where have you been today?
- School, friend's birthday

18.what game do you play often?
- Maple?

19. who are you missing right now?
- Sebas ._.

20.if you have to choose a fren and a love, who will you choose?
- A lover who doubles up as a friend

21. what are you diong now?
- Msging baby and doing this quiz

22.which primary sch are you from?
- Uh. How do i ans this

23.name 3 colour tt you like
- Green, Purple, Black

24.what emoticon do you like to show?
- :D

25. what is life to you?
- Life is just but a sweet dream

26. if you have smth troubling you, what will u do?
- Find someone to talk to

27.who did u last chat with on msn today?
- Havent went online lol

28.who do you admire the most?
- Mummy

29. which month were you born in?
- August

30.How are u feeling right now?
- Having a stomachache. lol

31.what is the time now?
- 10.44 pm

32.what kind of person do you think the onw ho tag u is?
- Friendly, Nice & frank guy

33.what colour do you use to dye your hair?
- None. Mine is naturally brown

34. why are u doin tis test?
- Cos i got tagged to do it

35. what do you do when your moody?
- Take 20-25mins off the thing im doing and cool down

36.At which stage do you wish to get married?
- When the person i love proposes

37.who is more important to you?
- Mummy daddy brother Sebas wei shan

38.if today is the last day of your life, what will you do?
- I will spend my last day with my loved ones

39. who is/are the people/person you trust the most?
- Sebas wei shan

40.do you believe in seeing the rainbow after the rain?
- Yes!

41.if you have a dream come true , wad would it be?
- For my loved ones to stay with me for the time they are able to

42.what is your goal for tis yr?
- Go to school everyday

43. do you believe in eternity love?
- Yes

44.what feeling do you love most?
- Feeling of being loved

45.do you really think its global warming now?
- Yes. This question is so random

46.what feeling do you hate the most?
- Feeling betrayed

47.do you like doing quizzes?
- Yes when im bored

48.do you believe in Gods?
- Well yeah, it made two of my prayers come true. Few more on the way though

49.who cares for u the most?
- Sebas

50.what do you think is the most important thing in your life?
- Treasure all who is with me now

51.what will you bring when u fight?
- Emotions

52.what have you regretted doin in your whole life?
- Throwing tantrums

53.what do you do if nobody cared for u any longer?
- I will kill myself in the worst way ever, anyway noone cares anymore

54.what will you do if your boyfriend/girlfriend two-timed you?
- I would ask him about it, cry, think about what is it about the other party that attracted him so much.

55.how do you feel now?
- Tired.

2008-10-18T20:41:00.002+08:00

Shermaine is sick! x.x~ I like the song on Sotong's blog =( can anyone help me with looking for that song? "Shao Nian - Guang Liang & CaoGe" PLEASE!!! I`m so bored and alone at home with nothing to do and eat =(