Why am i so horrible? I never ever did put myself into the thoughts of others. I only think about me, myself, and i. I can get angry but others cant. I can get angry but others cant. I can get upset but others cant. Why am i so selfish. I dislike knowing this selfish part of myself. Others see me as a kind, caring soul. But they never did realise that actually im just as selfish as anyone else. There are times that i just really want more attention, to feel cared for, but im using the wrong ways for all this attention that im seeking. I find faults in others, that i have never realised till now that the faults that i find in others are actually appearing in myself. Giving is indeed more tiring then receiving. I broke down and let the devil reside in me.. Karen mok's songs are so making me moody.
