Why am i so horrible? I never ever did put myself into the thoughts of others. I only think about me, myself, and i. I can get angry but others cant. I can get angry but others cant. I can get upset but others cant. Why am i so selfish. I dislike knowing this selfish part of myself. Others see me as a kind, caring soul. But they never did realise that actually im just as selfish as anyone else. There are times that i just really want more attention, to feel cared for, but im using the wrong ways for all this attention that im seeking. I find faults in others, that i have never realised till now that the faults that i find in others are actually appearing in myself. Giving is indeed more tiring then receiving. I broke down and let the devil reside in me.. Karen mok's songs are so making me moody.
it's been quite sometime since i blogged. finally blogger is fine and i can upload pictures. but too many to upload. so maybe not today.
sometimes i wonder how much does it really take to be very attached to someone so as to last really long. a little quarrel is enough to kill everything. maybe the foundation is really weak. impatience to be blamed for the weak foundation. hopefully the fine day will appear after a stormy night:)
yesterday i went to watch "where got ghost?" with nana at plaza sing. it's funny yet it brings along some fear. after which we went to have yoshinoya. after awhile she said she wanted to collect her earrings, so we headed down to bugis, we collected her earrings and headed off to buy our precious eyelashes. and off we head for home.
did nothing much today. played dragonica. had a little small quarrel with baby. and dragonica all the way till now. im such a gamer. i should stop playing games and comcentrate on my studys, head out more often. no wonder nana calls me a "zai nu".
been trying the javascript password input for the blog and it doesnt work well, so forget it. darn this thing.
august've been a terrible month, i guess sept is going to be too. im so drained, going off to bath now. bye.
