Sebastian, my
once love.
Although after you left, I felt a sharp knife piercing right through my heart. I wondered, why.. Why must this happen to this love, the love that i thought would have been a story like fairytale. Why must it be us. I cried and cried for nights, crying myself to sleep. And reassuring myself that one day you will be back looking for me. That day, when you came back to me, i was overjoyed. I thought finally, he is back for me.. But why.. You left me again.. I cried and asked you why.. Why must you leave me again? Is basketball your life? Is basketball more important than me? You used to tell me nothing in this world is more important than me.. I trusted you. I did. And i drowned terribly. I cant swim out of this. I really need to get out of this.. I hope you will keep all this memories with you. This siggy. I hope you still remember this. Thank you for everything.
Labels: Let this be our last indulgence in reminiscing our past. I will miss you. 2.12am
