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Sunday, May 31, 2009 '
I want i want ):
What do i really want?



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Tuesday, May 26, 2009 '
[Edited] Fine, i found it. Enjoy.

[Korean Ver] Nobody - Wonder Girls.

You Know I still Love You Baby
And it will never change

Chorus
I want nobody nobody But You
I want nobody nobody But You
난 다른 사람은 싫어
니가 아니면 싫어
I want nobody nobody
nobody nobody

난 싫은데 왜 날 밀어내려고 하니
자꾸 내 말은 듣지 않고
왜 이렇게 다른 남자에게
날 보내려 하니
어떻게 이러니

날 위해 그렇단 그 말
넌 부족하다는 그 말
이젠 그만해 넌 나를 알잖아
왜 원하지도 않는 걸 강요해

Chorus x2

난 좋은데 난 행복한데
너만 있으면 돼 더 바랄게 없는데
누굴 만나서 행복하란 거야
난 널 떠나서 행복할 수 없어

날 위해 그렇단 그 말
넌 부족하다는 그 말
말이 안 되는 말이란 걸 왜 몰라
니가 없이 어떻게 행복해

Chorus x2

I dont want nobody body
I dont want nobody body
나는 정말 니가 아니면
니가 아니면 싫단 말야 아

Chorus x2

Back to the days
when we were so young
and wild and free
모든게 너무나 꿈만 같았던
그 때로 돌아가고 싶은데
왜 자꾸 나를 밀어내려 해
why do you push me away
I dont want nobody nobody
Nobody nobody but you



[English Ver] Nobody - Wonder Girls.

You know i still LOVE you baby,
And it will never change

I want nobody, nobody but you
I want nobody, nobody but you
I want no one else but you
Can't have anyone but you
I want nobody nobody nobody nobody

Why are you trying to push me away?
you know that I hate it,
you ignore what im saying
Why are you trying to send me to other?
You push me away like a little
each day why?

Saying that this is for my own good
Saying that you are just not worth it
Please, stop it right now coz'
you know me enough that i will come back to you no matter what!

I want nobody, nobody but you
I want nobody, nobody but you
I want no one else but you
Can't have anyone but you
I want nobody nobody nobody nobody

I want nobody, nobody but you
I want nobody, nobody but you
I want no one else but you
Can't have anyone but you
I want nobody nobody nobody nobody

All the pushing won't change my feelings
I am happy to have you,
more than willing to please you
i'm begging you please
don't walk away from me
Coz' i can't be happy away
from your side

Saying that this is for my own good
Saying that you are just not worth it
Please, stop it right now coz'
you know me enough that i will come back to you no matter what!

I want nobody, nobody but you
I want nobody, nobody but you
I want no one else but you
Can't have anyone but you
I want nobody nobody nobody nobody

I want nobody, nobody but you
I want nobody, nobody but you
I want no one else but you
Can't have anyone but you
I want nobody nobody nobody nobody

I don't want nobody, body
I don't want nobody, body
Life is unperfect without seeing you
I cannot have anyone but you... ahhh

I want nobody, nobody but you
I want nobody, nobody but you
I want no one else but you
Can't have anyone but you
I want nobody nobody nobody nobody

I want nobody, nobody but you
I want nobody, nobody but you
I want no one else but you
Can't have anyone but you
I want nobody nobody nobody nobody

Rap:
BacK to the days when we were
so young and wild and free
Everything we had back then
was like a dream
If only i could turn back time
Why do you keep on pushing me away?
why do you push me away?
I don't want nobody, nobody,
nobody. nobody but you



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Monday, May 25, 2009 '
Lonely day. ):



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Sunday, May 24, 2009 '
Why am i so bothered? Why should i care about comments? I'm just who i am, isn't it? What's wrong with loving me for who i am? What's my bad points? Friends are just so unthinkable. The brain is such a powerful weapon. It gets manipulated when it hears something from a 3rd party. To hell with backstabbers. I HATE YOU. ): *hugs pillow*



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Saturday, May 23, 2009 '
*waves* bye! :)



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I dont know if any of these will make any of you unhappy. But if you decided you dont wanna talk to me anymore over whatever reason which i dont understand why. I promise i wont disturb you anymore. You go ahead with your life. I wont stop anyone who wants to leave anymore. Shermaine is tired. I dont break promises without reasons. I know this sounds selfish. But i'm really very tired, I dont want to spend all my energy on someone who's keen on leaving anymore. I'll just be a hi bye friend, i guess. Sorry, I didnt know being a friend of mine causes so much pain. I had a dream and it was about you. I smiled and recalled the memories we had. Then I noticed a tear fell from my eyes. You know why? Because in my dream you kissed me and said goodbye. The loneliness, it's overwhelming. Do friends say bye the same? Why do they all hurt?

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I'm not happy. It just kills me not knowing why they are ignoring me.. Should i go MIA-ing? Just what did i do.. Friendship must never be buried under the weight of misunderstanding. What is friendship? :( Nightmare last night.. I had a dream so bad. I remember it so vividly. My friends they left me. I cried in my dream. Woke up thought about it.. And i couldnt fall asleep till i cried.. My love failed. Now my friendship. What the hell is wrong. Must everyone leave me before this nightmare ends?



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Thursday, May 21, 2009 '
Jonas Brothers - When You Look Me In The Eyes

If the heart is always searching,
Can you ever find a home?
I've been looking for that someone,
I'll never make it on my own
Dreams can't take the place of loving you,
There's gotta be a million reasons why it's true.

When you look me in the eyes,
And tell me that you love me.
Everything's alright,
When you're right here by my side.
When you look me in the eyes,
I catch a glimpse of heaven.
I find my paradise,
When you look me in the eyes.

How long will I be waiting,
To be with you again
Gonna tell you that I love you,
In the best way that I can.
I can't take a day without you here,
You're the light that makes my darkness disappear.

When you look me in the eyes,
And tell me that you love me.
Everything's alright,
When you're right here by my side.
When you look me in the eyes,
I catch a glimpse of heaven.
I find my paradise,
When you look me in the eyes.

More and more, I start to realize,
I can reach my tomorrow,
I can hold my head up high,
And it's all because you're by my side.

When you look me in the eyes,
And tell me that you love me.
Everything's alright,
When you're right here by my side.
When I hold you in my arms,
I know that it's forever.
I just gotta let you know,
I never wanna let you go.

When you look me in the eyes.

And tell me that you love me.
Everything's alright,
When you're right here by my side.
When you look me in the eyes,
I catch a glimpse of heaven.
I find my paradise,
When you look me in the eyes.
Ohhhh...



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Sunday, May 17, 2009 '
Why do i feel a sense of regrets? I miss that someone. In the process of healing, so many things happened. I dont wanna be the middle person. I dont. But i had to force myself to be there, to listen, to answer. If you are hurt, what am i? Im not made of steel. My heart is of similar to yours. Every night I had to think, think of what will be asked tomorrow. Im not the one escaping. If i were, at least not from you. I dont go through underhand means, I am not the kind of girl you think I am, really. How can i make this through to you? I am so drained, running out of answers to all your questions. If only i could just block those thoughts away. I hope i could.

It's always the same in every relationship, there is always one person crying and wishing to get back together, while the other doesn't even remember the things they've been through. I hate that I have to be the one who remembers every little detail while you can't seem to remember me at all. Someday never really comes, does it? Sometimes you think you've gotten over a person, but when you see him smile you suddenly realise you're just pretending you're over him to ease the pain of knowing that he will never be yours again. I realised, it's so lonely being free.

Missing you isn't the hard part, knowing I once had you is what that breaks my heart. I wonder, when you look into my eyes and watch my heart shatter, does it break your heart too, for this place in me where your finger tips still rests.. your kisses still linger and your whispers softly echo.. It's the place where a part of you will forever be a part of me. It takes a couple seconds to say hello, but forever to say goodbye.

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Saturday, May 16, 2009 '
Sebastian, my once love.

Although after you left, I felt a sharp knife piercing right through my heart. I wondered, why.. Why must this happen to this love, the love that i thought would have been a story like fairytale. Why must it be us. I cried and cried for nights, crying myself to sleep. And reassuring myself that one day you will be back looking for me. That day, when you came back to me, i was overjoyed. I thought finally, he is back for me.. But why.. You left me again.. I cried and asked you why.. Why must you leave me again? Is basketball your life? Is basketball more important than me? You used to tell me nothing in this world is more important than me.. I trusted you. I did. And i drowned terribly. I cant swim out of this. I really need to get out of this.. I hope you will keep all this memories with you. This siggy. I hope you still remember this. Thank you for everything.


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Friday, May 15, 2009 '
headache. :(
Been sleeping for almost the whole of yesterday and today.
When will i get well? I wonder.



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Wednesday, May 13, 2009 '
I wonder if.. love begins from crush? -Craig David to you.



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Down with flu bug. Home and crazily thinking. So, I will be selfish and say all this. I dont care if this brings up memories. I dont wanna get played anymore.. What's wrong with just wanting to experience some love?

What are YOU guys thinking?

It's so difficult to trust words. How do i go about confirming everything?It is too much to handle. Love makes everyone tired, doesn't it? If it doesn't tire you, it tires me. I'm drained enough. Give me a break. I dont wanna always get caught in the middle. I'm sorry, I had to rant this in my own blog. Please, take it as a plea. Whatever it is, I really dont wanna get involved in any love triangles anymore. Love doesnt work that way, at least that's what I feel, If you are still holding on to the past, dont go forward and get involved in another. You will just hurt another innocent party with those lies. Sort out your feelings and head to where your heart feels happy. I wont allow myself to be manipulated in the fingers of someone who is a player. At least give yourself some willpower to realise what you are actually wanting to achieve through everything.



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Tuesday, May 12, 2009 '
Shermaine's so careless today!

I came home and guess what, i thought i had soil stuck to my leg. I went to the toilet and washed off the "soil", EHH why is there still "soil"? i scratched my leg a little.. hmm.. it came off a little, and suddenly i felt pain. x( the "soil" was actually my blood that dried up! and it started bleeding again.. i washed my wound and walked in to my room to get the plaster. while walking i showed my brother and he went "ew, dont drip on the floor. so disgusting" x(

Maple bruises my hand! I've a blue black on my hand lol. Maple too much and didnt let my hand rest.. pictures up tmr, i promise.

I've a really terrible feeling that i'm drifting away from my clique of friends.. they seem to dislike me alr. after that bitch incident. or probably it's just me who's moving away from them. I dont deny that i miss those times with them, but yet, it's holding me from going close to them again. I dislike school. But i wanna study. :( shermaine is such a oxymoron.



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Sunday, May 10, 2009 '
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Saturday, May 9, 2009 '
Shermaine doesnt feel happy. She doesnt feel right.. It's just inappropriate. don't ask me what i''m typing.. i dont know either :(

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Sunday, May 3, 2009 '
I am having mixed feelings. Fair competition. I dont wanna take sides. I'm so tired :( I really dont know what's wrong. What's wrong with liking a online char? I just like to have someone who cares genuinely. Not by looks. Just by character. Why is it that whenever you all wanna know stuffs about ME, you ask someone else? I dont mind confrontations. just confront ME. Want to clear things up? get together and confront ME. All you all want to know about is what i do to each of you isnt it? There's a like factor in each of you. there is just no LOVE there yet. I dont lie about the good things i said, neither do i lie about the bad things. DOUBT ME? ASK ME.


Stitch and cloudy is love. Sob.

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