Tuesday, March 31, 2009 '
I'm on mc.. Im feeling so drained and tired. I hate gastric. It almost killed me today morning.. Shall go rest a little before lunch! Byee :)
Monday, March 30, 2009 '
The loneliness is killing me. I am seriously afraid of being alone. Why...
Sunday, March 29, 2009 '
My cold is gone! :) No bus trips = no cold! Haha~ I'm feeling happy today!! Well anyways, should go rest soon.. Back aching quite badly.. Byee!
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Shermaine's feeling lonely again. Could someone grant me a small little wish of making me feel entertained and loved? I dont ask for much.. Just a day.. Or.. Could i extend it to a week? Just a week.. :( I dont need sorrys, really, I just want to have you back.. What must i sacrifice to earn all that..?
Friday, March 27, 2009 '
Hiiii :)
My name's Beta. Huhuhu.. JK~ ^^
Okay was just bored. Went to buy contacts today. Got the black one. The person selling it was saying that brown would look better for me.. But, yea, I love the black one, so decided against the Misty Grey & Brown. I had another really cold bus trip, I miss my cardigan! I gotta find one soon. If not i'll freeze in that bus.. Gimme your cardigan anyone? ^^
Next next friday's a public holiday. Yet another lonely friday!
Get well soon. Remember to eat. You dont wanna get gastric again. Just in case you might decide to come here someday, you will know this is dedicated to you.
Thursday, March 26, 2009 '
As promised, i changed my blogskin. *claps* I really love this skin lots. Spent going 2hrs to edit this skin! Learnt so much of html from hui ^^. Thanks hui ~
Anyways, today was just plain tired and lonely. Well guess i'll get used to it.. Gonna go bath now~ byee
Wednesday, March 25, 2009 '
I'm so tired. Very tired. I dont know what other words can describe how i feel.
Today's yet another cold day. Wore my jacket yet it's still so cold. Should go back to aunt's office take my jacket alr. Wondering if it's just me, or is it the couples around me.. They seem so sweet and loving together.. Wonders when the day which, the guy who lost 1 bone from his ribcage, will search for his missing bone.. And hopefully i can find that particular guy who lost me.. Sighs.. What else can i say.. Missing doesnt help much anymore. Forlorn? Forsaken? I dont know.. Tell me.. Flu.. Fluu.. Fluuu.. Cold shivers. Splitting headache. Hurting gastric. Teary eyes. Lonely heart. Which is the worst? Felt so lonely today even as my friend was talking and joking with me.. Could only just flash a fake smile. What is wrong with me..
Saturday, March 21, 2009 '
Terrible cold, shivers =( Sick yet again. Are my suspicions true? Doubts and dilemma.. hmm..?
Friday, March 20, 2009 '
I wanna listen to กลัว =( i cant find it to put it in my blog.. sob.
Tuesday, March 17, 2009 '
I missed someone who doesnt. I dont know what i've done wrong, do you really not want this anymore? 2 chances.. gone down the drain.. why? dont i deserve to even know why? saying you wanna come back, but it all ends up like that.. i really miss the old you. VERY BADLY. you dont know how badly i want you back dont you?
你总说
时间还很多
你可以等我
以前我不懂得
未必明天
就有以后
想念是会呼吸的痛
它活在我身上所有角落
哼你爱的歌会痛
看你的信会痛
连沉默也痛
遗憾是会呼吸的痛
它流在血液中来回滚动
后悔不贴心会痛
恨不懂你会痛
想见不能见最痛
能重来那就好了..
As promised, overdue pics:
Dog?
no, it's a cat
east coast park
x & xbai
xbai LOL.
idk how to turn it over after turning the cam. so.. stitch cam holder ^^
Sunday, March 15, 2009 '
| What is your True Fear? Your Result: Being Alone While you may act like you don't care on the outside, on the inside your biggest fear is being alone. You can be quite shy and reserved. You feel like a lot of times people don't really see the real you. You're afraid that no one will really truly love you, and that you will be alone for the rest of your life. On the inside you are great person, so just remember that and don't let your shy nature get the best of you! If you don't want to be a lone then you need to make an effort to be with someone. Show the people that you care about that you really love them, and chances are someone will always be there, even if you think they won't. |
| Losing Someone | |
| Disappointment | |
| Death | |
| Where Your life is Going | |
| Looked down on | |
| Commitment | |
What is your True Fear?
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Excruciating aches again. I guess it's really gastric this time. Visit madison's blog if you're free. his blog song is nice & kinda sad. i promise to post up the overdue pictures when my gastric doesnt hurt this much okay? i promise. gonna go rest now. splitting headache as well. seems like im better off dead. :(
Saturday, March 14, 2009 '
Excruciating tummyache. i think it might be.. gastric coming again. help.. && uploading overdued pictures soon, tmr maybe.
Thursday, March 12, 2009 '
To my one and only baby boy.
She misses the boy whom she used to call baby boy.
She misses the times when the boy would msg her day and night.
She misses the days she misses the boy.
She misses those times when she talks about the future with the boy.
She misses those times when the boy would say sorry even though he's not wrong.
She misses everything about the boy, but those things about the boy that she misses will never happen anymore.
In short, she misses the boy whom she used to call baby boy very much. She doesnt know why she is feeling like that, even when she's trying ways and means to keep herself from thinking about him. It's been 16 long days. How long will it take to heal?
Friday, March 6, 2009 '
Busy busy busy and busy ><~
I AM WORKING PART TIME NOW, YAY! (in friend's company. keke)
my pay is 440, i know it is a bad pay.. but nevertheless, it's okay for me, to spend on myself. =)
&& SHERMAINE IS OFFICIALLY SINGLE.
Time never waits huh.and she is addicted to
Delightful Girl Choon Hyang! Free go find out about it okay! Have been telling it so much to Kelvine in the end he went to watch it and got addicted HAHAHA. He's now probably at episode 11 alr, while i am still at episode 10 :(
Anyways, thanks for reading, & i am fine alr if you are intending to ask :) K THX BYE! haha.
