i kept staring at my phone waiting for him to msg me.. he replied so slowly and finally he din reply anymore. sigh. he's a changed person.. he doesn msg me as much as before anymre. he doesn even bother anymore.. thanks di and nili for listening to me yesterday when i felt so lost. i feel that i'm fighting a lost battle. it wont help anymore. i cant stand it and really want to give up.. but i cant bear to cos i cant live without him. i always get hurt, why? did i do smth wrong in my previous life? so i have to pay back now? im all alone and the world's crushing me into pieces.. please tell me it's gonna be okay..
